Its having someone to be with
Someone that means so much
Its wanting to spend every single second
Those times that means so much



Its having someone to talk to
When no one is listening
Somehow it seems
There is nothing else missing


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Wednesday, September 03, 2008

these few days haven been the best of all days for me. theres so many a times i have so much to share with you, yet i am not able to do it. that really makes me sad, demoralised and whatsoever. im so used to having you by my side, anytime anything happens i can just call you and blabber to you. however, not any more. now i have to learn to tolerate, control and keep it inside me.


yesterday was my birthday, yet it is one of the worst day that can probably happen in history. all the random accidents starts happening, everything just didnt went well. besides the accidents, the teachers bought a super rich durian cake for me. with my sore voice, the more i cannot eat the heaty durain plus the smell and the look of it really turns me off. it seems that they buy it for themselves cuz they love it. and its the first time my own birthday cake, i cannot even eat a little. and the gift they gave me... i know they have spend alot.. but it doesnt suit me. i really feel so sad la. and all must happen on this very day. i couldnt help but to sob. plus i didnt have you here with me, it feels even worst. actually i hope you can give me a simple birthday sms but my birthday sms came with you being sick. i was really very worried and keep praying for you...



this is a rough patch in our relationship. im tired from all the crying, all the feeling upset. i guess i just put too much expectation into my birthday as i want it to be special. but everything didnt turn out well and i got disappointed. maybe i shouldnt expect so much in the first place. and i really hope you can make it for the batam trip. really really. i dont even want to expect what will happen if you cannot. its our anniversary.


i know its not your fault... but just that sometimes i just cannot take it but to feel sad. feel neglected, feel unloved. even though i know that you love me. haiz. i hope all this will be over soon.

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HUGS@ 8:50 PM

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AWESOME.

Shirley + Yoyo
13th.
The happiness.

ONEDAYS.

Memories to keep;
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17th Apr: FriendshipDAY
16th Sept: SushiArtportDAY
21st Oct: WakeboardingMagicalDAY
24th Oct: DAYtoremember
4th Nov: ScienceysurpriseyDAY
24th - 26th Nov: FlyByNIGHT
13th Dec: ZOOday
25th Dec: Christmasday
1st Jan 2007: Fireworks/countdown @ marina
13th Feb 2007: When two becomes ONE
16th Feb 2007: SwimmingTrip
13th Mar 2007: Finding Nemo on ice
13th Feb 2008: 13 special roses/psp/loves


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moreWAKEBOARDING
clothesSHOPPING
moremovies&CHICKFLICKS
westcoastPARK
flyingKITE
tanning&BEACH
BIRDPARK, SAFARI SWIMMING
SENTOSA
HUGS
ZOO
MORE TO COME =D



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