my dear boyfriend has been suffering under the hard life of army. but i know he has the determination and confidence to make it through. but the process he has to undergo really pains me.
especially today he say that over-work his body that ended up with him being in the sick bay with a thick fat needle in his hand dripping stuff to his body and ended up eating weird food for dinner. it breaks my heart to hear all these. cuz he is my beloved. even a slight briuse on him pains me, what more something so crucial.
boyfriend, you are important to me. no matter what i do, i will think of you and my family first before i agree to do it or consider doing it. i really cant imagine what will happen if something serious happen to you. i know you have so much in life you want to do and i want to be there with you when you accomplish your life goals. i dun wish to see you go through pain and stuff and end up cannot achieve what you want.
but still, thanks for calling me and telling me how you are everyday. you never know that it means so much to me. its like an answer for all my prayers. cuz i care and loveee you. not only today, but every single day... so must take care okay! ((:
huggs. once again i say, i love you.
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HUGS@ 11:10 PM
hello boyfriend..
today didnt have much time to talk to you over the phone. but at least i still manage to hear your voice. i hope that you are still doing fine. i know that you re suffering cuz of your knee injury but you know your limits so dont make me worry ok? hehes. huggs. i know you always wanted to experience army life to make friends and the experience. to see you go through all these stuff i also feel very sad for you. but dunoo how to make you feel better cause im not there with you.
but one thing for sure is that i will support you. this period of time i think its important that we are there for each other. cause we are moving on with our life le. so much has changed within the short span of one month since you enter army and since i started work. not only has our appearance matured, our thinking, mindset and behavior has too. i think. lol.
we still have a long long way to go in our life. and our relationship is always one of the top pritority in my life. no matter how busy, surely will have time for us. huggs. after all, we have a whole future ahead of us. i waiting for our holiday trip once you ord. hehes. huggs.. i love you boyfriend. lets hang in there! ((:
wo ai ni.
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HUGS@ 10:56 PM
):):): so sad. yesterday i fell sick and today was tooo sick to go to work. so sad. i like going to work. plus i just started work not long ago and here i am, sick. plus doctor gave me 2 days of MC. asked me to stay away from the children. SIGHHH. i wonder will they remember me when i return? =/
and at this point of my life i kinda feel a little lonely. all my friends are busy with their own life, studying, spending time with their love ones or so. and i dont have those super close friends in my work place as all are cliques. ): plus i miss my boyfriend so much. these 2 days at home will really be super duper bored. haiz..
boyfriend faster come back. i miss you by my side. your cute voice, cute smile, full of love and encouragement. hugs...
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HUGS@ 10:59 AM
yesterday boyfriend when back to camp. but it felt weird seeing him go in once again. this time in his smart 4 uniform. observing him for the past short 1 day he was around it feels like my boy has changed. he is no longer the little little boy i used to know.
he have becomed more independent to look after himself, more caring and know how to think for the family like how a grown up man is supposed to be. and he knows how to think and plan and save for his future. (: the way he walk, and carry himself seems to be different too. i believe its cuz of army training and also the amount of things that has been happening recently that made him to change and become more matured. ((:
i know that he will continue to grow and grow into a man not just in terms of character and mentality but physically too. he will become more muscular. hahahha. like now, i see he has more muscles den last time. slowly i think he will put on weight too. den can carry me better. lol.
i kinda like my new big boy. (: cuz i know that he is one that i would be comfortable to continue my life with. i dont want to be with someone that at this age still dont know what he want to do in life and live his life aimlessly just to have fun everyday. but my boy is growing up now. hehes.
i love you boyfriend.
and i know we will make it through!!! hehehs. cause we know how to think. =X
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HUGS@ 8:39 PM
im here to say i miss you again!
today has been a really tiring day at work. even during my break time lunch, we had meetings for 1 and a half hour. =/ and halfway through this boy from another class jumped and knock his face on the bench which bleed like no one business. that was one 'major' accident i encountered since my first day. after that the meeting was tense too. they talked about how we should improve and treak our schedule to be more on-time and speed up our process of doing things like bathing, making milk, dressing the kids n stuff.
awww. so much to do and learn. its stressed. but in a good way. like how work is supposed to be. unlike at jm place where we go work and can do nothing but watching videos for waiting for stupid courier people to come. =/ and how i hope that the kids will really get used to me or attached to me like they are to the other teachers. when they come, everyone knows their names and scream a warm welcome. but for me, they still duno me that well yet. hopefully soon they will get used to me.
at least today they manage to say 'byebye teacher shirley!' sooo sweet. only just like 3 or 4 knew but its better den nothing thou. (:
how i long to listen to your cute little voice who never fails to bring a smile to my face. no matter how tired or exhasuted i am, you will always bring a smile to my face and make me feel relaxed. i think your voice contain some cute calming energy that can be passed through to me through my ears (: now its 9 plus. i cant wait till i get to hear your voice again!
i really miss you sooo much.
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HUGS@ 8:55 PM
today wasnt such a good news. boyfriend and i received news about his late grandpa in shock. but at least he must know that he is not going through all these alone. girlfriend will be there for him all the way just like the time we went to the hospital to find out that news last time...
hugs. this is another test for us to deal with on top of ur army. i guess as our relationship matures, we will have more and more tests in our way to learn how to deal with it. but so long as we are both united as one, standing by one another, we will be able to make it through. be it 1 test or 10000000000000000000 tests, we will overcome them hand in hand, one by one.
(: i know we are strong. and you are strong. you will slowly feel better yeah. and i will be there to cheer you up and make you happy. huggss. i love you sweets. muacks.
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HUGS@ 11:13 PM
happy 17th monthisary my dearest boyfriend!!! ((: weees, i hope you like this new meaningful cute skin! hehes. even though we might not be together celebrating this special day, my presence is with you in your army training. haha. ((: 17th months may be long, but it is just a start to our long journey ahead. right? x)
even though i may not be able to give you any present on the day itself, here is a little present for my sweet heart. - NEW BLOGSKIN.
you like it??
anyways, this blogskin is designed with loveee.
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HUGS@ 3:57 PM
Day 3 of yoyo in army:
Today so much happened, so much i want to share with my sweetlove.
Lets start with wakeboarding, it feels weird walking to kallang, walking to wakeboard alone and leaving the place alone. and again, me being clumsy - i got a deep cut on my ankle. just like the kind that time i got when you pulled me up. instead, this time i got it from the boat. one sharp thing was poking out while i climb in. ): now its red n sore.
and i met up with beth n hazel today. at least it wasnt as bad as how i thought it would be. we had stuff to talk about. (: and it was kinda fun catching up and stuff maybe cuz so long never met. and i saw this cool havanians slipper. it is gold! and matches my skin colour. but den, i tried it. after lots of thinking and i wanted to get it. the 2 which were my size on the shelf were sold out. ): and it was late. couldnt go other place to find. ):
and for the first time, saturday, im home at 7 for dinner.
i miss you...
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HUGS@ 10:43 PM
today i took a personality test that describes my character so well.
i copy for you to see:
from webby: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(im cheerful and fun! hehes. i hope kids love me!)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
(you are smart, cute, funny, loving, caring, determined, strong, understanding, loyal, committed guy. -> what more can i ask for?)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
(remember how long we knew each other before being together?)
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
(just like how cutely, sweetly, happily, deeply in love with chong yichen, yoyo)
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(yeah, my diploma in early childhoooddd(: )
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(i love working with kids and thats what i am doing! haha)
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
(my ultimate goal to open my own childcare. but now, my goal is to take on my own class in 2009)
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(yeah, i scared people dont like me or cannot get along with me. ): )
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HUGS@ 8:51 PM
helloo boyfriend!
i missed youuu. today i went out, everytime i see a couple hugging, holding hands or feeding one another infront of me. my heart when druubbles. like a sad kind of druubbles. haha. dont ask me what is druubbles. its a sound that my heart makes. lol.
those images makes me remember those times we go out and sweet sweet together that other people cannot stand but to envy us. =X hehes. we are sooo sweet that so many people envy to be like us. so we must continue to stay sweet n loving no matter what ok?
hugs. i know we can make it through.
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HUGS@ 8:49 PM
Halo dearest galfren...
by the time u read this, i might already be inside ahahhaha.
i just wan to use this space to thank you for everything..
everything brightened up ever since i met you..
hahaha so mushy right..
but its true, ever since i met you we have been doing things together,
wakeboard, work, study, etc..
hahah now that im going in, alot of things might be changing but i hope that we will remain strong! hahaha
you will be going for your childcare dream while ill serve the country and then have my prownie dream XD ahahah..
i just want to tell you i really love you and u have to wait for me to come out.. not onli the 2 months but also the 2 years =)
- your botak lil boy
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HUGS@ 5:55 AM
(: i still think we are such a sweet and loving couple.
even though we together for a year plus, it seems like just the beginning for our long long life together. hehes. we support each other and grow together. this is beyond just being there for one another. hehes. we are growing, improving and progressing together as a sweet happy loving couple.
and i believe even though we will be going on different paths in life, our hearts are still connected. we will continue to strive, encourage and share our lifes together. hehes.
thanks my dear for always being there for me and believing in me. i loveee you so much. i believe nothing can come in our way. hehes. (: hugs!
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HUGS@ 11:24 PM
Shirley + Yoyo
13th.
The happiness.
ONEDAYS.
Memories to keep;
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17th Apr: FriendshipDAY
16th Sept: SushiArtportDAY
21st Oct: WakeboardingMagicalDAY
24th Oct: DAYtoremember
4th Nov: ScienceysurpriseyDAY
24th - 26th Nov: FlyByNIGHT
13th Dec: ZOOday
25th Dec: Christmasday
1st Jan 2007: Fireworks/countdown @ marina
13th Feb 2007: When two becomes ONE
16th Feb 2007: SwimmingTrip
13th Mar 2007: Finding Nemo on ice
13th Feb 2008: 13 special roses/psp/loves
Excitement aWAITs
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moreWAKEBOARDING
clothesSHOPPING
moremovies&CHICKFLICKS
westcoastPARK
flyingKITE
tanning&BEACH
BIRDPARK, SAFARI
SWIMMING
SENTOSA
HUGS
ZOO
MORE TO COME =D
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