Sparkles-oflife.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

HALOOOOO GALFRENNNN....
this post is to wish you a very happy birthday, even though we din do much =(
however ill find ways to make up for it =) hugs dun be so sad ok?
i hope u are enjoying your new poloroid camera, busy shooting around and having nice memories to keep hahaha..
heres my birthday message to you my dearest galfren...
galfren is finally 20 years old le.. its not considered old nor young.. infact its more of matured more as the day goes.. i can see you turning into a matured woman day by day, learning how to cope with stress and physical tiredness... i noe you are suffering now as you are not used to the working life, the earning money part and surviving with illness here and there.. but im sure you will grow out of it and all these will be easy for you to handle..
i wish you all the best for this year till 2009 where it will be your 21th bday..
ill be here for you if you need me =) always.. unless i confined=X

i have your bday card with me... dunno how to give you.. i in camp=X

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HUGS@ 8:58 AM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

tomorrow my dear boyfriend going for his sit test. so i wish him all the best hopefully he will make it through this once and for all. (: i know you can do it. you also strive for so long already. just another 3 days 2 nights without talking den i can finally see you already! huggs. (:

cant wait to see you boyfriend. i miss your voice.. hopefully can hear boyfriend voice before he goes for his camp tml. haha. tomorrow i will be celebrating my birthday with wei and jane! (: and they preparing a special meal for me. haha. ((: but what i really look forward is to see you! after all this week has been tough for us in terms of our relationship. had some rough patches i guess. but at least i think now we have all made up. (:

i love you. cant wait to see you.

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HUGS@ 10:53 PM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

past few days have been very tough for me. on one hand i really look forward to my special day once a year. but i guess this caused alot of problems for our relationship. for one, boyfriend cannot celebrate with me... plus have some problems on the batam trip that made us feel weird.. i guess this is the first time something like that happened since you go in army. but i really hope that it goes away.

i really dont mind not celebrating with you, i got my best friends with me. but i want to be able to share my delight, my stories with you. its not that i have no life. but you are an important part of my life that makes me feel weird without you yeah. (: i dont want everytime i tell you my birthday coming den you like i know i know den you sigh. im excited, i hope you will be too. cause im sharing my happiness with you. but you sian, it makes me feel sian too.

boyfriend, you are really very important to me you know. and it hurts me to see you sad. no doubt i was disappointed, but im ok already i have learn to get over it and be strong. and i am very strong already. but im still your girlfriend and you are my boyfriend, i still depend on you for some things. if i dont, it shows that i dont need you in my life. but the fact is i need you and i want you thats why we are together, thats why we click. so please be here for me, listen to me and shower me with your love ok. cause its very important. huggs i love you. i hate to see you sian.. after all its just a normal day. listening to your voice is good enough. and i hope that day will be a day that bring you good luck! hugss. i love you.

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HUGS@ 10:42 PM

Friday, August 22, 2008

hi boyfriend! guess where i am? - in the school's office.

you know why i am blogging here? cause i suddenly feel that i miss you alot! but i know that you are striving hard in army. so when you book out we will go and enjoy ourselves together okay? hehes. huggs. i just received your sms that you have guard duty tonight. but nvm tml you will be out aleady! ((: so tml we can go out and have fun. but i will be ending at 2pm. so have to wait for me okay? hehes.

i miss you so much. cant wait to see you. this week has bbeen a busy but i think rather fruitful week. and most importantly, i can feel my self becoming healthier! haha. so looking forward to seeing you tml. take care and i love you!

i have been praying for your army. i hope all goes well and they will not be so unreasonable.
huggs.

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HUGS@ 1:44 PM

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

20/08/2008

what a perfect sweet day that happens once in our lifetime. but, too bad cannot spend time with you. haha. however, you're always in my mind. not just on this special day, but everyday since the day i fell in love with you. (:

everyday is special in it's own ways as it is always different. we never will know what will happen until it happens. and so far, for all the things that has happened to us, it has been good, it has been bad but all in all, one thing for sure is that, it surely made us stronger, made us fall in love with each other deeper. (:
well, thats for me. haha i dont know if you feel the same. =X i have been falling deeper and deeper in love with you.

hugs. and today i want to tell you that, you have been the pillar in my life. you supported me all the way till where i am now. or else, who knows i might still be stuck with jian ming, stuck with my sucky life. but at least now, i am living my life happily and pursuing my dream to work in a childcare with all the little kids. thanks boyfriend. (:

and i look forward to more of the special days to come for us! haha.

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HUGS@ 8:52 PM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

happy 1 and a half year my dearest boyfriend.

do you know that this is by far my longest relationship ever? and this will hopefully be my one and only one. hehe. just like how i am your first ever girlfriend right? ((:

this 18 months i spend with you is probably my happiest ever relationship. and its also the happiest few moment of my life. you bring light and colour into my life. you know how to cheer me up when i am sad, encourage me when i am down and share my happiness when i am happy. you are the one that brought me to where i am now as teacher shirley. your constant motiavtion and encouragement always give me life to carry on even when i am sad and down. (: you are not just my best friend, my partner in crime, but the one that share my life with. we have so much in common. from talking topics, to favourite shows, to favourite food, interest like wakeboarding, photography, cute stuff, baking and care for friends and family. and i believe more common things to come in future.

i always say, this relationship even though long, is just in the beginning process. we have so much more to work together for, so much more to achieve together. and this army is just one part of it. this field trip test is just one tinyyyy little part of our long long journey, long long way together. i believe hand in hand you and me can make it through. but it needs both hands to clap. just my little hand, my little body my little mind will not be able to do it. i need you with me. your presence your love and your support to make our relationship last for all time.

dear boyfriend, i mean this from the bottom of my heart, i love you. (:

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HUGS@ 10:05 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

hey boyfriend. ((:

im still sick. but i know how to take care of myself. dont worry. i just saw the doctor again and he gave me super alot of medicine to eat. i hope this time i will really recover. its very tough for me. i cannot taste, cannot smell. imagine the world with all the good food yet i cannot enjoy and cannot even taste how rice taste like. cannot taste how funny diamond water is. i hope my taste bud come back soon and my nose stops running away.

but im still strong. everyday i will read the letter you wrote in the blog. ((: it gives me alot of determination and courage to get well and prepare to see you on friday. (: i will work hard to recover. and everyday i have been praying for your safetly. i hope everything goes well with you. huggss.. i misss you so so so so so much. especially this period of time when i need you. but i know your presence is here with me. muacks.

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HUGS@ 10:07 PM

Monday, August 11, 2008

boyfriend's 2nd day in field camp.

today, i got bad blocked/stuffy/runny nose. so irritating. for the whole day i've been blowing and blowing and it makes my nose feel that its tearing apart. but thats not the saddest part. the saddest part is that i cannot smell or taste ANYTHING. ): for lunch i had prawns and sambal kangkong. and the prawns they said it was salty.. but i lick the entire shell, no taste. and the veggie no taste, only felt spiciness in my mouth. ): it was such a terrible feeling not being able to taste anything. den later on teabreak time, they had rich chocolate cake. everyone said it was very sweet, rich and heavenly chocolately. so i tired a bite. but, no taste. totally no taste at all. i only can feel the cake texture soft soft dissolving in my mouth. but no taste at all.

and i started to feel very sad and miserable... if only you are here with me, you will surely know how to make me feel better. den after work, i went to jurong point to get some stuff for class. and i walked by the bakery and walked right in. so many freshly baked buns sit on the shelf, but i dont smell a single thing at all... i walked on and saw old chang kee, famous amos, bread talk, even the prima deli waffles which has the strongest of all smell in jurong point. also no smell. i cannot smell anything... ): i felt like crying. like so disabled. that i duno how to express the stupid feeling i felt. i never want to go through this again.

and i miss boyfriend so so so much... i hope he is doing fine. and i hope that i get well sooooonn.. den you promise bring me go eat nice nice food okay!

huggsss...

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HUGS@ 8:12 PM

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Haloooooo...
heres is boyfrens letter to galfren....
this coming week will be one unforgettable week.. and also one week that will make us so much strong..
why eh??
cuz boyfren will be going for field camp that will last throughout the week and cant call back to check on galfren.. so galfren will have to be very strong and take care of herself..

another reason is cuz OUR 1 YEAR 6 MONTHS is due this week!!!! so sad cannot celebrate on the day.. but we will celebrate on weekend ok??
Heres my 1 year 6 months message to galfren...
Galfren.. for the past more than 1 year, you have been my best partner in crime, my best fren, my sweetest thing on earth that is always there for me... everyday i look forward to meeting you and ever since enlisting, i look forward to calling you and hearing your voice.. imagine without you, ill be super lost in camp and my bmt would not be so exciting and i would not have someone to share my problems and my joy with.. my bmt is going to end very soon.. after field camp can start counting down to pop and soon ill be in unit where it will be much more slack...
Every chapter i went thru with you is memorable, from going to school to graduating from school and going to work and now army life.. i feel that we can make it thru to where i ORD from army and den to working life and then to marriage =X its something i can foresee and i look forward to..
i love you so much my dearest galfren and i will always be beside you holding your cute lil hands =)

i wish you all the best in your recovery and looking forward to meeting you on friday =)
pray for me for safety for my field camp

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HUGS@ 3:53 PM

Friday, August 01, 2008

happy friendship day my dearest boyfriend.

((: i believe that every relationship should start from a friendship. and that was how we started. from friends to good friends to best friends and now to couples. hehe. but still i want to tell you that even thou you are my boyfriend now, i still want to thank you for being my BESTEST friend. a person whom i trust with my entire heart and soul and share everything together. (: my partner in crime and my soul mate.

thanks for being here for me through my happy, sad, angry, embarrased, sick times. since you entered my life, you have made a great impact in me from the every first time i sat beside you in E26P.

as a friend, you shared your goodies like porky with me and became my msn talking buddy.
as a good friend, you shared your relationship problems, your video songs and programs with me.
as a best friend, you told me your life story and allowed me to company you through the various times of your life.
as a boyfriend, you shared your entire life with me, making me part of your life and going through thick and thin together as we find the plenty we have in common.

and i know that our relationship was build up on strong ground. since the foundation is set nicely, we should continue in building a strong and sweet everlasting relationship together hand in hand. hugss my dearest boyfriend.

thanks for being my friend, buddy, sweetheart, partner in crime and dearest one and only that took my heart away.

i love you.

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HUGS@ 9:58 PM